Leah's McMaster Stay

I am not sure if it is coincidence or due to Leah's media attention, but tests that were going to take months to arrange are happening this week.  Leah and I have been at McMaster since Sunday night.  She is currently hooked up to a VEEG or a Video ElectroEncephaloGram.  Unfortunately, she has not seen fit to grace us with an episode of any consequence.  Of course the set up is working against her.  She is confined to bed in a climate controlled room.  Her biggest stimulation is when she is beating the pants off me at Snakes and Ladders.  (I should never go to Vegas, the dice and luck are not on my side!)  We are still waiting to hear when she will be getting her Echocardiogram and wearing the Holter Monitor again.

The doctors were hoping to capture at least two episodes on the monitors, they have been able to watch one tiny one - basically she was very cold, dizzy and blurry, but still conscious, speaking and aware.  It was so minor that she didn't even need a nap afterwards.  They took a quick peek at the recorded info but nothing jumped out at them as registering abnormal brain activity or even abnormal heart activity.  It will all be downloaded on a daily basis and then "read" by an expert.  The final report will be available in about 2 weeks - but I am not holding my breath!

On the bright side, they are treating us very well, the food is good, the nurses and support staff are fabulous.  Since she can't leave her bed the Child Life staff have been coming by to see her a couple of times a day to ensure she has enough to keep her busy. Hospital volunteers will even come and sit with her for awhile. Thanks to them I got to have shower and throw a couple of things in the washer without feeling like a bad mother for leaving her alone.

Did you know that Ronald McDonald House via the RMHC Family Room also provides basic toiletries and laundry facilities for parents staying with their kids!?!?!  How awesome is that?  Need a shower but forgot to pack things like shampoo, conditioner and soap - never fear, the volunteer staff simply pull out a big container of hotel/sample bottles!  Running out of clean underwear and need to wash a couple of things, no worries, throw them in the washer!



So if you are out shopping and happen to run across a fabulous deal, keep the Ronald McDonald House and Family Room in mind.  They have a Wish List that they keep up to date.

And did you know that Julia's Run for the Cure will be taking place on Merritt Island on July 29th?

Join us at Merritt Island in Welland, Ont. on July 29, 2012 to run or walk 5km in memory of Julia D’Innocenzo. Julia suffered from Leukemia, and on September 12, 2009, after several drug treatments and a brave 11-month battle, the “Froggy Princess”  left us for a better place. The goal of Julia’s Journey is to celebrate the life of a hero, as well as to support the charities that were helpful to Julia and her family during her illness.

Ronald McDonald house has been such a blessing for her family, ours and so many others!

Follow Up appointment

Well today's appointment kinda stunk.

We waited so long for today - 7 months!, gave up Leah's chance to go to the cottage with the family, pinned our hopes on getting some sort of new information, but nothing, nada, zip, zero, bubkis!

Basically we are back to square one, the neurologist is stumped, he is setting up appointments with a Paediatric Cardiologist, an ultrasound of her heart (echocardiogram), a week's hospital stay for a VEEG-Video EEG Monitoring, another kick at the can with a holter monitor, and possibly some Autonomic Testing to try and induce an episode.  When I asked how soon ANY of this was going to occur, he replied MONTHS and to schedule our next appointment for after all the tests and appointments were done.

So basically, the plan is this, wait, wait, wait, and wait some more.  Have a test.  Wait a bunch more, have another test, wait a whole lot more.  Meet with the Cardiologist to tell him/her everything we have told all the other doctors and specialists, schedule some more tests.  Wait, wait, wait, wait some more.  Have another test or two.  Make an appointment, wait for 3-6 more months, have the appointment.  All in all it will probably be another year at least before we see him again.

This is why it is so SO important that we get Leah to the Mayo Clinic.  In one week she will see doctors and specialists from a variety of disciplines, she will be tested in so many different ways, results read and acted on immediately, our scheduled appointments adjusted as needed to see who we have to see while we are there.  In 8+/- days we can accomplish what it will take months or years to accomplish here!

Leah's Story - Part 2

So we were discharged, none the wiser about what was going on.  An appointment for an EEG in the distant future and more questions than answers, and Leah's very sore right knee were the only things we took away from the experience.

When Leah was first examined by the doctor (after she started talking again), she tried to explain to us that the inside of her head felt blurry.  Despite numerous attempts by myself, her Daddy, her Nana and her Auntie, the doctor and every nurse she came in contact with, we could not get a better idea of what this blurriness meant.  Frequently, it was accompanied by blurriness inside her eyes as well - although this does not affect her ability to see properly.  She also had daily complaints of dizziness and headaches.  The doctor and the nurses attempted to blame the symptoms and side effects on dehydration, sun stroke, low blood sugar, or anything else that came to mind, but I was able to counter each with a logical argument, pointing out she had already consumed a bottle of water and a bottle of Gatorade (it was play day and they were spending a good deal of time outside).  She had been wearing a light coloured hat all morning, and had made the required stops in the school at the Rest Stop.  She had just finished lunch (and had breakfast and a snack already) inside and hadn't been outside for long.

Leah missed school for the majority of June.  When she felt well enough to go, she rarely made it past lunch time.  Her first day back at school after her hospitalization she had to be picked up and brought back to the doctor.  He examined her but was unable to find anything wrong.  He decided to refer her to a neurologist.

In the 24 days since she was discharged, she has:

• been seen by her own pediatrician
• been examined his partner who is covering for him while he is on vacation
• been examined by doctors at the McMaster Emergency
• worn a Holter Monitor for 72hrs
• had a complete eye exam
• complained daily of varying levels of blurriness, dizziness and headaches
• difficulty sleeping through the night - very restless, disturbed by pain in various joints
• frequent urinary incontinence
• frequent pain in joints and back
• frequently feels cold when everyone else is hot
• almost daily has a period of time where she "wilts"* and then requires a long nap
• falls asleep anywhere - grocery store cart, anytime she is in the van etc
• fainted/collapsed at least once more

What she/we haven't experienced are any answers.  We have been told to wait for the Neurologist appointment which I have been told can take up to two years - we don't even have an appointment date yet.  We have been told to wait for her Dr. to return from vacation - he returns next Monday.  We have been told to wait and see what happens. 

That is the hardest to hear because what we see happening is that she is getting worse.  Just after she was discharged, the blurriness and dizziness would go away for short periods, now she has it all the time.  Her "wilts" are happening more frequently and she is requiring more and more sleep.  She routinely eats breakfast, sometimes eats lunch and rarely eats supper.  She now has difficulty riding her bike, she is wobbly and falls often.

I am not sure what it takes to get the medical community to realize that something is terribly wrong with her.  She used to be a vibrant, energetic, little ball of cheerfulness and activity.  Now she has brief periods of her old self, but more and more often I find her sitting on the couch or lying in her bed.  Before her eyes would sparkle with happiness, mischief and joie de vivre.  Now they are drawn, tired and surrounded by dark circles.   She is losing weight and complaining of pain in a different body part each day.

So again, I am putting it out there, if any of these symptoms sound familiar to you, please let me know.  If you have experienced this type of progression, drop me a line and fill me in.  If you know of valuable, reliable websites send me the link.  I have researched to the best of my ability but any help would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks
Kate and Leah


*Wilting - when this happens you can literally see Leah fold into herself.  She curls into a fetal position, her head hanging low, shoulders slumped, leaning on whoever is nearest.  Her eyes go flat, she becomes lethargic - completely drained of energy, doesn't talk much-relies on non-verbal answers, extra blurry, extra dizzy, headachy and sometimes nauseous.  Once this happens she falls asleep and will sleep deeply for 2-4 hours.  This happens randomly, doesn't appear to have anything as a precursor, no warning, no clues.